i think that i have the ability to draw strength from water. lately things have been so hard in every aspect of my life, but the last two days have been good again. the smell of the rain in the air and brilliant shots of lightening across the sky, randy and nick drenching me with the pressure washer (without the pressure on) at work, its like its been cleansing me. and now i am happy. i feel at ease in myself again and its good to feel this way again. i cant wait until my week off in august to go home. i have something pulling me back to Sunset. i think my soul misses my ocean. sounds weird i know, but i grew up with water everywhere and without it i think its easier for me to lose it. if any of this makes sense, im just rambling now, so im off...